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Name: This is me.
Gender: Female
Interests: "be who you are, and say what you feel. because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
Member Since:
4/21/2008
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| 1. What is something you like to think about while you fall asleep?
i don't like to think about anything because it usually distracts me from sleeping, but i almost always end up thinking about my future or my past and the choices i've made.
2. What was the overall tone of your last phone conversation?
restless but calm.
3. Is there anyone that you are drifting away from? When was the last time you talked to that person?
some days, i feel like i'm drifting away from alyssa. we talk everyday in school, but aside from that, we've been distancing from each other. we never really spend time together anymore and she seems to be growing a closer friendship with this girl, erin.
4. Can you describe what love feels like, physically?
stomach turning, butterflies in your stomach, weak knees, and the other cliche descriptions. :]
5. What is something that survey-takers do that gets on your nerves?
i don't really pay attention to that kind of thing. i usually just scan over the surveys they take and see if it catches my attention.
6. Have you ever asked anyone what they really think of you? What was their response?
i have before but i feel as if the responses i get back aren't actually honest ones.
7. Is there anything or anyone that you have an obsession with? If yes, when/how did it start?
i have an obsession with plenty of things. i can't name them all though. there's too many. :b
8. How often do you use ketchup? How about other condiments?
i use ketchup on my fries and grilled cheese at work. i hardly ever use any other condiment. i hate mustard.
9. If you are afraid of the dark, what makes it scary to you?
it's not the dark itself that i'm afraid of, it's what is lurking in the dark haha or whatever i'm paranoid of that may be lurking in the dark.
1o. Have you ever had anyone make fun of your for a fear you have?
i'm pretty sure, yeah.
11. What is the worst trouble you have ever been in?
back in freshman year when i used my mom's credit card to buy songs off itunes. i got grounded for a good two months haha.
12. How long do you spend brushing your teeth? Does it bother you when other people don't brush their teeth?
too long haha. i have ocd if i feel like my teeth aren't brushed properly. and yes, it's disgusting if people don't brush their teeth.
13. Who do you trust more: your parents or your friends?
my friends. i feel as if my parents will never instill any trust in me.
14. If you woke up to discover that you were 9 years old again ( back in your same 9-year-old life, but with your current mental abilities ), how would you react, and how would you spend your time?
i'd be like, what the fuck? but i'd spend my time wisely and not take that time for granted. because i hate being the age that i'm at now. it's stressful and nothing's fun like i thought it would be.
15. How long do you think you could tolerate going without showering?
not long. i have ocd about that, too. maybe i'm ocd about good hygeine.
16. If you had the power to control minds, what would you do with it?
i don't want that control, but i'd like control of reading people's minds. :b
17. What is so great about your favorite place?
i haven't found my favorite place yet.
18. How long did you spend cuddling with the last person you cuddled with?
a very, very long time. i lost track of time. :]
19. What is a question that you have a hard time answering?
why can't i just be happy?
2o. You are completely alone with your favorite celebrity/person/whoever. What do you do?
i don't have a favorite anyone, so i don't know.
21. Do you consider anyone you know to be a slut? What do you think makes someone a slut?
i guess i do consider some girls like that, but i don't like to think about what they do. it's their life.
22. If you had the power to instantly transform someone's life ( for the better ), who would you choose to use this on?
probably brendan or billy, but neither of them care, so. i don't know.
23. You wake up to a ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE. Your family is safe, but most of your city is zombified. You need weapons and various other supplies. What is your first general course of action?
this is so lame haha.
24. If a family member ( or boyfriend/girlfriend, if you have one ) happened to be infected by one of these undead creatures, how would you go about dealing with that situation?
i would be crushed?
25. Would you rather spend time with Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy, or Edward Cullen and Jacob Black? What would you do while with them?
i'm not interested in any of those characters haha. maybe edward cullen and jacob black, but i've grown out of that whole twilight phase.
26. What is something that you do that others might think that you are weird for doing?
my homework haha. i'm kind of a nerd and i do all of my schoolwork and all of my classmates sometimes make fun of me for that. :b
27. If you could relive a part of your life in exactly the way it happened, what part would it be? What importance does this event have to you?
ugh ugh ugh ugh. i can't pick just one part of my life. fjfsakdfk.
28. What is something that you wish you could remember?
every single moment i spent with billy and brendan.
29. Does it bother you when surveys ask about political or cultural topics that could possibly be controversial?
i could care less about the political slash cultural topics in survey questions anyway haha.
3o. Does someone's view on homosexuality effect how you feel about them in any way?
maybe a little bit.
31. How about someone's view on religion?
again, maybe a little bit.
32. What is something you do ( if anything ) that you could get in trouble for if you were caught?
hm. facebook creeping? hahahah. i don't know. i don't do bad things that i could get in trouble for.
33. When you cry or laugh uncontrollably, does it sound strange/funny?
when i cry, yes.
34. If you were paralyzed from the neck down, would you still want to continue living? Why or why not?
yes, because you're still alive and you have to live your life despite the obstacles.
35. What are your general thoughts on suicide?
i don't know how i feel about suicide.
36. Have you ever known anyone with an eating disorder?
i was convinced about some people, yes.
37. Has any medication you've taken ever made you sick? How so?
sort of. um, yeast infections. hahah.
38. What is something you wear that others might consider unfashionable?
i don't care. probably my moccasins. :]
39. Do you tend to make rude comments about the way people look/dress, or about what stereotype they might belong to?
not out loud. sometimes in my mind, but i can't help it. :/
4o. Do you think the type of shoes you wear says anything about your personality?
sometimes, if you think about it.
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| Your last kiss meant nothing to you, right?
basically. it was icky :b.
Do you expect to move out in the next year?
hopefully i'll live at school, if i get into college.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
it depends who it was.
Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
i don't think i like anyone.
Do you believe ex's can really ever be "just friends"?
sometimes.
Do you think that you’re a good person?
i know i try to be a good person.
Have you known any of your friends for most of your life?
mhm, a few.
Would you ever donate blood?
yes!
Are you looking for a boyfriend/girlfriend?
not going out of my way to look for one, no. haha.
Who is the last person you sent a message to on myspace?
dustin.
How often do you honestly cry?
quite often :b.
Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
unfortunately.
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
haha yes. i felt like a rapist because he's two years younger than me :b.
How are you feeling?
bored, bummed, miserable. the usual.
How many people could you not live without?
quite a few. i'm dependent on other people.
Have you ever intentionally tried to make someone jealous?
i have, and boy, do i regret it.
Are you talkative?
nope.
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
one of my best friends.
How's your hair styled right now?
haha it's lame.
Do you drop your phone a lot?
not since i got a new phone!
Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?
doubtful. es aye tees.
Are you wearing something you borrowed from someone?
yes sir.
What was the last reason you screamed?
i was stressed out and overwhelmed.
Do you have any pets?
i have a hamster that i don't take care of who lives at alyssa's. :)
Would you cry if you found out one of your friends were pregnant?
probably. fuck their life.
Do you get along with girls?
NO. molly and i are talking about how much girls suck.
What's bothering you right now?
it's friday night and i don't do anything because my life is lame.
Do you think relationships are hard?
well, they're not easy.
Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i can only hope so.
Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
i don't even know who's on my top friends haha.
Have you ever seen someone you know & purposely avoided them?
haha i always do that. i think i have a problem.
What time did you wake up today?
too early, too early.
Is it cute when a boy/girl call you babe/baby?
it can be if the right boy says it.
Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
fa sho.
Is there anyone of the opposite sex you trust 100%?
not one hundred percent, but ninety percent.
Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
i don't think i like anyone.
If you could say one thing to the person you like what would it be?
bahhhhhhhhh.
You have just won a billion dollars; what do you do with it?
bathe in it!
Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2010?
it will change during 2010.
What do you introduce yourself as?
uh.
Have you ever found yourself somewhere and not remembering how you got there?
haha sometimes, but then i remember.
Do you care if people talk badly about you?
yes.
Can you sleep without blankets on you?
nope.
Do you get drunk every weekend?
never.
What are you wearing?
my school uniform!
If you woke up as the opposite gender, what's the first thing you would do?
jack off! hahaha.
What was the best thing that happened today?
i convinced my religion teacher to give me a B for the quarter haha.
Who is the first person you would call if you REALLY needed help?
my mom, probably. it depends what i needed help with.
Who was the first person to break your heart?
probably ryan. my widdle, widdle sixth grade heart!
Did you ever have a girl best friend?
i have girl best friends now.
When was the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
hmm, over the summer.
What were you doing at twelve this afternoon?
gettin' schooled.
Do you wear hats?
sometimes.
Have you ever seen your best friend cry?
unfortunately.
You're being extremely quiet what does that mean?
i'm always extremely quiet.
Are you a morning person or a night person?
i don't know what kind of a person i am.
Have you made a mistake this past week?
i always make mistakes.
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
yes.
When was the last time you really laughed?
probably today.
Have you ever been a vegetarian?
no! i should try though.
Has anyone done anything really sweet for you recently?
sure.
Why don't relationships ever last?
good question. i don't have an answer.
Did you have a good day yesterday?
probably not.
Do you like where you live?
not at all.
Do you get along with your mother or father better?
my mom.
Is the person you last texted single?
uh, yes. she is.
How often do you straighten your hair?
every one in a blue moon.
Was last night terrible?
pretty much.
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
lately, my future.
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| 1. I can honestly say I'm in love with more than one person.
2. I wish I lived in '70s.
3. I wish I had Hollywood teeth- straight, white and perfect.
4. Michael Ian Black = love.
5. I am guilty of once having a Spice Girls backpack.
6. I masturbate more than once a week.
7. I have never had sex.
8. Sometimes, I wonder about my sexual preference.
9. I have lied at least once today.
10. There are no good surveys anymore. :(
11. I generally don't like bold surveys.
12. Most of the time, I don't realize my cellphone is ringing.
13. I have at least one cat.
14. The weather was really hot today.
15. I haven't been feeling well lately.
16. I enjoy doing laundry; it relaxes me!
17. I have reading that I need to get done.
18. I listen to CDs more than the radio.
19. I don't listen to that much music, honestly.
20. I like UK music better than US music.
21. Sometimes, I can talk/sing along with commercials.
22. I'm kind of annoyed right now to be honest.
23. I'm still in high school.
24. I have an enemy who also considers me their enemy.
25. I get nervous around people who I don't know well.
26. Sometimes, I don't go to parties because I'm so shy.
27. I love old school game shows.
28. I love my parents old yearbooks.
29. History classes are WAY better than math classes.
30. I would rather sniff a cow's ass than smoke a cigarette.
31. I live in England.
32. Jay & Silent Bob actually annoy me.
33. I love Nancy Drew.
34. I love Sherlock Holmes.
35. I know who made the CD "Palm Trees & Powerlines."
36. I have over three best friends.
37. In my group of friends, I'm like the psychologist.
38. My friends have serious issues, but I love them.
39. I don't love my friends all that much...
40. If there was a nude beach around, I'd go to it. Nude.
41. I play an instrument, but not well.
42. My pet has no respect for my privacy.
43. When I was younger, I played detective... by myself.
44. I talk to myself in the mirror sometimes.
45. ...I don't need a mirror.
46. What if God was one of us... just a slob like one of us?
47. George Byrnes is God.
48. Thick glasses turn me on.
49. I don't like wearing long pants. Shorts all the way.
50. Sometimes I wonder if I'm retarded, only no one's telling me.
51. I withhold information more than I tell lies.
52. I barely ever feel pretty.
53. I complain that I'm hungry even when I'm not.
54. I complain that I'm fat even though I know I'm not.
55. I don't think I could ever live alone...
56. I have MySpace, and unfortunately I'm addicted.
57. I have YouTube, and unfortunately I'm addicted.
58. Lonelygirl15 is cool, she shouldn't get all the shit she does.
59. Danielbeast, however, seems like a complete ASS.
60. And why the hell did Emmalina leave? What a bitch.
61. I don't wanna be lonely anymore.
62. I don't show people my license so they don't see my weight.
63. I wish I could have an elephant.
64. I wish I could free the animals at the zoo.
65. I would rather be throwing up than have a migraine.
66. I suck at DDR.
67. I suck at Guitar Hero.
68. Sometimes, I just wanna dance.
69. I suck at dancing. It's totally lame.
70. I have had a teacher so good that the whole class stays silent.
71. Sports movies are boring.
72. I would rather watch movies than TV.
73. I do something that I would never talk about to someone else.
74. Hal Sparks = God.
75. Weird Al Yankovic is hilarious.
76. Paris Hilton isn't so bad.
77. I have less than five pairs of underwear.
78. I have less than five pairs of socks.
79. I have over fifty bras.
80. I'm really tired.
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| 100 random secrets I've found #4
bold if you can relate
1. I basically live in my pajamas, because I’m always at home. On the weekends, my life feels so slow. I just spend all day alternating between going on the computer, watching TV, and napping. That’s it, basically.
2. I saw you smile. Now I know that all those silly conversations in movies about loving someone’s smile are all true. It’s the best thing my eyes have ever seen.
3. Sometimes I judge people based on their taste in music.
4. It gives me great satisfaction that all the ugly fat bitches I went to elementary school with are still ugly and fat and I’m fierce and skinny.
5. I hate that I depend on you being there. I hate that I care about anyone this much. I value my independence, it makes me who I am. And I can't decide, if it's safe to value you more.
6. I don’t know how much longer I’ll be able to tolerate this fucking awful family. I’m so fed up with my mom and her mood swings. One day she’s great; the next day, she turns into a fucking bitch. Whatever mood she wakes up in determines how the day is going to be.
7. I took a walk to clear my head, and it got me nowhere. My whole world feels like it’s crashing down around me. Most of my once close friends have drifted away.
8. Woop de fucking doo for you. Some guy walked you home and gave you his jacket. Shut the fuck up about your love life. No one gives a shit, especially me. Stop rubbing it in my fucking face. You go through guys like you go through hair dye for fucks sake.
9. I told him we'd stay together while I was away at university. I cheated on him my first night here, and I'm not even sorry.
10. I just fed my brother a cookie I dropped on the ground. He didn't know and so he ate it. He still doesn’t know. And I don’t feel bad.
11. My best friend uses me for what I have and to make her feel better about herself
12. I want to talk to you so bad, but what do I say? Where do I start? I think you are really cute and I'd love to get to know you. I wanna be with you. I'm just so scared of rejection. I'm scared you don't feel the same. But I won't even try. I hate being like this.
13. Have you ever felt that weird feeling in the air that something big is gonna happen to you soon? I can just feel it all over.
14. I'm an extremely logical, cynical and realistic woman. A lot of people misconstrue it for bitchiness, I'm really not sure why, but it doesn't bother me even a little bit. I simply know when I'm right (and admit it when I'm not).
15. Everyday is so mundane and repetitive. I only get out of the house when I’m going to school, going grocery shopping, or going to the gym. I go out with “friends” maybe once a month, if I’m lucky.
16. For the first time in a long time, I am at peace. Everyone else around me is fighting a war and I'm at peace. I've never realized how wonderful it really is, for right now there is no fighting, and I only have to make myself happy.
17. I really wish I could get over you, but you were my first serious boyfriend. Though we were only together 2 years it seemed like forever. The way you’re acting now that we’re broke up just makes me sick to my stomach.
18. I take so many pills to go to sleep that I'm afraid sometimes I won’t wake up. I don’t even know if I'm supposed to combine them. I’m usually a smart girl. I just don’t care about anything anymore.
19. All my long-term relationships end horribly. Maybe because I'm a passionate person, or maybe I'm just not ready for anything serious. I'm sick of being blamed for everything when a relationship involves two people.
20. I chose not to kill myself because I wanted to attend my dream school. I lived, and my dream school turned out to be just as bad as my old one. I wonder if I made the right decision.
21. I am sick and tired of everyone saying that they have problems. I have problems... I have an ex that won’t leave me alone. A friend who doesn’t want to talk to me. People need to grow up and stop being so selfish. I am trying to change my life and everything, but I can’t when I go somewhere and everyone is talking shit. Leave me the fuck alone.
22. I need new friends but where can I find them?
23. I hate when people say "you almost gave me a heart attack", because I've seen someone die of a heart attack.
24. I hate being naked and would rather shower with clothes on than off.
25. Most days, I feel like I have no reason to keep going. The only thing that really makes me happy nowadays is when I buy new clothes, and my puppy. She’s basically the only one I can connect with anymore. It sounds so pathetic to say, but it’s true. I love her so much; she always puts a smile on my face, even after I’ve had a totally shitty day. At least I can always count on her.
26. I have never been, nor will ever be, enough for anybody. I have been blessed with everything that makes a brilliant first, second, third impression, and cursed with everything that pushes everybody away once they get to know me. I'm so alone, not for lack of attention but because I've been left so many times I don't try anymore, and I don't even know if I care anymore.
27. I smoke far far far too much hash. Even now.This has taken me about twenty minutes to write.
28. I go into barnes and noble but I'm looking for my soulmate more than a book that I want.
29. Selfish controlling bastards. That’s what men are! They think that because they say that they love you one minute, you’re supposed to lick the salty side of their sacks the next. Fuck that shit.
30. I love you. I've loved you all along. The worst feeling in the world is loving someone who used to love you.
31. I haven't had sex in over a year. And right now, it's really bad. I feel like I'm not getting the whole young high school experience. I want to live. I want to fuck. And party. And have fun. It's not happening, and I'm becoming depressed.
32. As bad as it is, I like the attention when people call me a whore. It makes me feel pretty.
33. Sometimes, when I sweet talk you, I use lyrics from songs that you haven't heard. Then I just pray to god you don't hear that song.
34. I miss you more than you know. We made a terrible mistake, and I wonder if you have realized that too.
35. I’ve hit my self destruct button. It was a total accident, and I don’t even know how I did it. But now I’m feeling lower than ever.
36. I've never had a girlfriend nor even done anything remotely close to anything sexual with a woman. I always end up as the best friend for some reason. Told I'm attractive, that any girl would be lucky to have me, and dealing with them crying when their dick of a boyfriend does something stupid. I don't want any more friends its too much work anymore.
37. Sometimes I wish I killed the entire human race so I can the only one living in this world. I am so obsessed with being alone. Then maybe a new race humans will evolve and I will their leader.
38. You are the one for me. We haven't met yet but I am waiting for you; body, mind and soul. You and I will love each other like no one has ever loved anyone before. We will be perfect for each other. You will be able to make me feel safe and wanted. I will be able to make you feel important and cherished. You and I will share the same kind of humor and we will have fun being spontaneous. We will try doing things that we would never do alone but we wont pressure each other to do anything either of us wouldn't do. God will bring us together and he will keep our love strong.
39. Everyone my age has had a boyfriend, except for me. And it feels as if it's keeping me separate from everybody.
40. I live on my own and I literately don't have one person in this world to call. One person in this world to just honestly tell them I need help and that I'm sad.
41. Sometimes when I am vacuuming I find the musical note that the vacuum makes and then harmonize with it.
42. Thinking about being with you is better then actually being with you.
43. I am going to med-school to become a doctor, just so I can shove it in my mother-in-laws face, that I have a better life, and that I provide more for her son then she ever could.
44. I'm still in love with him no matter how many times I deny it. I say I will never date him again but if he asked me out I wouldn't think twice about it and be with him again.
45. I'm trying to be the laid back girlfriend who doesn't overreact and doesn't care about much. But it's so hard to do that when my boyfriend ditches me all the time for his friends, and is a complete asshole.
46. I was waiting for the beginning of a new school year the whole summer just so I could see my 6-months-long-crush, who has no idea about who I even am. It was worth it.
47. I've been through a lot in my life, and as a result I don't feel anything, ever. I can't cry, even when I know I should or when I want to. I don't care about anyone or anything and I hate that more than anything. I want to feel and be able to care but every time I start to, I block it out because it scares me.
48. I've plastered a smile on my face just so people think I'm okay when really I feel so dead inside that I hardly feel like it's worth it to keep going. My friends love me because I am so happy and fun and full of life and I often wonder if I would still have friends if they knew I felt depressed and dead on the inside.
49. Sometimes I like to stand in the shower with my clothes on and pretend I'm in a submarine that's been hit.
50. When I'm hungry but don't have a lot of money, my favorite place to eat is the supermarket. I walk up and down the isles eating whatever food isn't packaged; like bread, fruits, and vegetables and then i just walk out. Lunch is for free. I'm surprised more people don't do this.
51. I like to go to the bathroom and do my business with the door open. It makes me feel extremely free and uninhibited
52. I'm scared my heart is gonna fail and my family will be left to mourn me. That's my worse fear. I don't want to die young. It's not fair.
53. Some time ago, I had this dream. In this dream a voice told me distinctly that I will never find love because he/she couldn't find anyone to match with me. Even if that voice did not tell me that i will be alone forever, I already know.
54. I wanted you to know that I love not having you around. I can finally be myself and like whatever I want to like without you treating me like a little kid. I hope you come to realize this.
55. Your smile and your presence is more powerful than you know.
56. I swear I just can't stop looking at pornography. I'm a christian and it feels like it's tearing my life apart with Jesus. I never thought that it could be addictive but it is.
57. The days my dad was in Iraq, were the best days of my life.
58. I fear I ruined my relationship with the love of my life, and I'm going to end up marrying a man that is second best.
59. I smile and laugh a lot, but I'm hurting on the inside. I don't care much about my life. I only stay around for my family.
60. you're so sick all the time. i know it's bad but sometimes i wish you would just die and get over with it already
61. Every time I go to a wedding I wonder how long before the happy couple isn't.
62. I never feel like anyone cares anymore. I'm permanently paranoid & I'm never happy. I manage to pretend but I wish someone would notice.
63. It seems as though I am the only one who has not found love yet, and the only one who would actually appreciate having it.
64. I'm so glad we reconnected today. It was one of the best in a long time.
65. I wish someone could tell me if being with my boyfriend is right. I worry he's holding me back from greatness.
66. I'm a virgin, I'm scared that my sexual fantasies won't live up to the real thing.
67. i blame the weed and your brother for tearing apart our fantastic friendship. your brother broke my heart, and the weed made it ok.
68. I get butterflies each time I see you and my heart races, it's as though it'll jump right out. You have no idea.
69. I bring laughter to many, but I am so sad and lonely that I often wish that I will simply die in my sleep.
70. I've lost touch with many of my friends because I enjoy being by myself more.
71. I lie all the time. I lie about myself. I lie about other people. Even about people whom I love. People whom have been good to me. I want the attention. I feel my regular life is so boring that no one would want to hear me talk unless I make the story more exciting, scary, sad, amazing, unbelievable.
72. If we could just get a hotel for the night and not tell a soul, I would.
73. I am a talented artist, but I haven't done any meaningful art for years. I'm too lazy and would rather just get drunk.
74. You were never as good as I thought you were. I was never as bad as you made me feel.
75. When you killed yourself it hurt me so much, part of me wishes you would have taken me with you.
76. I swore I wrote some of these secrets... It's strange to know somebody is going through exactly the same thing as me. But it's nice.
77. I wish I could get rid of everything and move away where none of you could find me. I'm tired.
78. There are so many things that I feel ashamed of I am not sure where to begin. I started having sex when I was 17 with a boy I hardly knew and I am not even sure why. From that point I had sex with virtually every one I was ever "with". I can hardly even remember their names or their faces.
79. When I don't do what to do in certain situations, I often wonder if the "signs" that were are suppose to look for, are actually true. And if things that are "good luck", actually good luck. So far it doesn't seem to be.
80. Even for how much I cry & worry, this is still the best I have ever been in my life. And for once, I'm excited to see what's next.
81. I fear I will never find my soul mate. I'm so quiet, he might miss me.
82. My secret hobby is seeing how many different places I can pee in while drunk.
83. Even though no one would call what you did "cheating", that's what it felt like to me. I can never trust you again.
84. My aunt needs a kidney transplant and my moms donating. I wish my mom wasn't going to. I'd rather my aunt die.
85. I'm not ready to grow up. I just want to make a pillow fort in my old bedroom at my mom's house and never come out again.
86. i feel like i missed my youth. i was too busy being miserable. i hope i find a way to enjoy the rest.
87. Throughout the day I write down things for us to talk about on the phone so I don't seem boring to you. I'm so scared of losing you.
88. I know the exact times of when I see you every day. I know what hallway, after what class, who you might be walking with. Is that stalkerish? I just like you so much.
89. I still haven't deleted her number from my cell phone, and it's been over 2 years since her death. I miss her everyday.
90. Yeah, the sex was great - but the best part was when you reached down to hold my hand after. It's the little things, I promise.
91. I pretend to be more drunk than I am so you'll flirt with me and try to take advantage. I love every second of it and I love you.
92. If I had to choose between you and my cat, I would choose the cat.
93. Becoming vegan 4 years ago was an excuse to hide my eating disorder. I crave a big mac everyday!
94. Everyone would think my family is good and loving... but only if they knew what happens behind closed doors.
95. I dressed up and put on makeup today just to work from home because I want to look beautiful, even if it's just for the dog.
96. I love my dad but have never felt good enough. I want to know him better, but I don't think he will like what I have really become.
97. I'm so cheap. I steal clothes from stranger's laundry.
98. I'm pretending I have to work on my birthday because I don't want to admit that I have no friends to celebrate with.
99. I dread the day my father dies. I know I'll have to give the eulogy, and I'm afraid I won't be able to say anything good about him.
100. This is not how I wanted my life to be.
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| Pick 5 Girls:
1. molly.
2. alyssa.
3. julie.
4. sarrah.
5. christine.
Pick 5 Guys:
6. shane.
7. billy.
8. brendan.
9. shayne.
10. patrick.
[ How did you meet each person? )
1. at school, in the first grade.
2. at school, in the ninth grade.
3. at school, in the ninth grade.
4. at school, in the first grade.
5. at work, in 2007. our families knew each other before then and we knew of each other, but we didn't really become close until we worked with each other.
6. at work, in april of this year. or was it march? no, i think it was april.
7. at work, in 2007.
8. at confirmation class, in 2006.
9. through our parents, when we were younger.
10. through my older sister, in november of 2007.
[ Tell us something about each of them? )
1. she has an oldsmobile for a car. :]
2. she's in love with this guy named paul. but it's difficult for them because he's away in the marines.
3. she never comes to school and her mom doesn't care.
4. she lost her big sister last year. her big sister committed suicide.
5. she's always telling me the funniest stories about her life.
6. he has a girlfriend who he absolutely adores.
7. he's an asshole. and likes to ignore me.
8. he's been single ever since him and i broke up, which was two februarys ago.
9. he proved to me the stereotype of guys who go away to college and forget about their other friends.
10. he kissed me on friday night even though we broke up over a year ago.
What would you do if #2 came to you and told you she was pregnant and #9 was the father? i would be absolutely baffled. i wouldn't believe it so i'd bring them both on maury to get paternity tests done.
Is #1 your best friend? i don't have one specific best friend, but yes, she's one of them.
What is #6 to you? i don't know anymore. he's forgotten about me.
Would you ever kiss any of them? i've kissed numbers eight, nine, and ten. i don't know who i'd kiss now though.
If you could pick one girl and one guy to go on vacation with, who do you choose? sarrah and brendan.
Which guy and girl do you think you can trust the most? i don't have a guy i can trust, but i trust all of the girls equally, i guess. maybe not christine though.
What would you do if #3 & #10 hooked up? they have. :b
If #7 was in jail, where would you be? at home, not giving a fuck. and not surprised.
Have any of them seen you cry? most have, but some haven't.
Have you seen any of them cry? i've heard some of them cry and i've seen some of them cry and i've seen some of them about to cry.
Are any of them dating each other? nope.
Are any of them family? nope. sarrah's close enough though. :]
If you could pick one guy and girl to get married, who would you pick? no one is going to get married to each other.
Who do you think you would be able to live with? no one. no offense, but i'd get sick of them easily. i could probably live with any of them but i wouldn't want to.
Have you ever committed a crime with any of them? i've broken the law with some of them.
Who is #6 dating? his girlfriend, fiona.
Who is #2 dating? no one, but she's about to go back out with paul. :]
Is there anything you want to tell #5? i was going to tell her how i felt about billy, but there's no point anymore.
If #1 lied to you what would you do? i usually don't do anything if molly lies to me.
Who have you known the longest? either molly, sarrah, or shayne.
Who have you known the shortest? shane.
[ Out of the girls who is the: )
Tallest: molly, then sarrah.
Shortest: julie or christine.
Prettiest: aw, i think they're all pretty.
Most talkative: it depends where they are and who they're around. i can tell you that julie isn't the most talkative.
Most athletic: i guess molly with her colorguard.
Outgoing: i guess christine.
Shyest: juju.
Smartest: they're all smart, really. they just don't apply themselves.
Blondest: i don't know. no one, really. maybe sarrah. :]
Oldest: julie.
Most likely to be pregnant in the next year: hahaha... alyssa? :]
Funniest: molly and christine.
[ Out of the guys who is the: )
Tallest: bill. but they're all pretty tall.
Shortest: i don't know. none of them are really short. maybe shayne?
Hottest: i hate to say it, but bill.
Most talkative: it depends who they're around, too. i guess i'll say patrick though. he's really came out of his shell lately.
Most athletic: shayne.
Outgoing: fulcher.
Shyest: ha, no one.
Smartest: brendan. but i think they're all smart, in their own ways.
Blondest: no one. blah.
Oldest: billy.
Youngest: patrick.
Most likely to get a girl pregnant in the next year: i have no idea. no one, really.
Funniest: patrick, i'd say.
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